EMO ALERT
I never felt the need to express myself that much before. Shit happens. I am down. I lost the sense of belonging. Just when the year is about to end, oh great, can't we have a happy ending? I thought I found the right place. I'm wrong all this while. Maybe its just me. Yes, it's always me. One night, it made me realize that all this while I am walking alone, not with You. Come and think again, I do not have you all this long. Remember you say worrying that we will not get along? I guess you are right. We talk, laugh and do things together. Honestly, are you emotionally attached to me? as in friend la. You don't know how left out and hurt I feel. And most of the time, I'm jealous. I always wanted to tell you this but too embarrassed and ego to. And its stupid right? Oh well, its coming to the end. A part of me is happy. I don't know why. Whatever it is. I love you and will make sure you are not going to be "forever alone". Haha..
We will find a better group and look back at the group we have now like how we always look back at our previous group. What the... LOL. Group ohhhh group. Silly much?
Anywaysssss, the memories we ALL have will always remain inside us.
Friends are friends. We got our own goals to chase. I'm gonna walk through this and Lord, stay with me.
I really do love you guys, so damn much.
Y am I shooooo negative ?
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