Showing posts with label One of the boys. Show all posts
Showing posts with label One of the boys. Show all posts

5.11.11

Talk to me...


Don't sink before you rise, baby.
Don't fade away.

15.10.11

I wonder if he knows...



I wonder if he knows
That every time I think of him I get a tingly feeling from my head down to my toes.


I wonder if he knows
That I'm mesmerised by his conversation. 
His voice is the sweetest temptation.
I would give my right arm to be his without any hesitation.


I wonder if he knows
How much I simply adore him. 
How far my love goes from deep within. 
How I'm patiently waiting for our fairytale to begin


Oh how I wonder...
If he knows any of these things
How much he makes me want to just get up and sing


I think I'm in love
Does he know that I consider him to be sent from above?
I think God created him for no one but me.
I wish I could give him my eyes so these things he could see.


Does he know?
I wish he knew
So maybe he would tell me he felt the same way too.
I sit here with him on my mind and in due time i will tell





Until then...
I wonder if he knows ?


12.10.11

i'm gonna wait...


"Love isn't blind, it's retarded."  -Two and a Half Men

2.8.11

if i really die young...

yesterday was one of the darkest moment in my life...
i fell sick, my throat was burning, my head was spinning..
i got my eyes infected...
and worst of all....
my heart was broken. 
i am strong but i do cry.
at that moment, ihatemyself.
my mom came back from work, the first thing she did was giving me medicine and put the iced towel on my burning forehead and my swollen eye.
everything felt better.
later i thought to myself... "Aren't you tired of life,mom?"
that moment i realized,
even though no one likes me,
no matter how many disappointments i have to face..
my mom loves me and she'll be right next to me.
hating myself will only hurt her.
i don't belong to myself, i am part of my mom and God.
my mom been through too much.
i don't wanna be her burden, i'll try to be strong, just like her ;)




"Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors"




23.7.11

dear me...

you are far too young to be in love...

cry a river, build a bridge and GET OVER IT, STUPID GIRL !

how am i feeling? not so great...

Just when I felt like giving up on us

You turned around and gave me one last touch
That made everything feel better
And even then my eyes got wetter
So confused,
when I asked you if you love me
But I don't wanna seem so weak
Maybe I've been California dreaming...

2.7.11

i feel so deep...

"When faced with two choices, simply toss a coin.
It works not because it settles the question for you but because in the brief moment when the coin is in the air, you suddenly know what you are hoping for."

‎"I'm thinking maybe I can't have relationships
'Cause lately they're not making any sense
and baby, you're the one thing on my mind that can change anytime"

ATAN is over but I still can't get the mood off.

Anyway, that will be the last day, i will not miss him, no more, no more,no more ...

14.5.11

I'm still Breathing...

I leave the gas on, walk the alleys in the dark..

Sleep with candles burning, I leave the door unlocked..

I'm weaving a rope and running all the red lights..

Did I get your attention? 'Cause I'm sending all the signs




Its not boys, or whoever, its me? asdfghjkl

7.5.11

I'm a colour...



can i be the only colour you see?

The one that got away...

Shed my last tear...



If someone you love hurts you..

cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it !

Its easy to say.. hard to do...