So, it had been months…
Ohhh! I really have a bad taste, don’t I? The blog design is so GAY! BLUE POLKA DOTS, elementary school kids wei…
How’s life so far? I can define mine in a single word… erm.. ROLLERCOSTER?
Let’s start with the EMO part… The EPIC FAIL part… (LEAVE if u “beh tahan”)
OHHH GEEE… 1 day to go.. DRVING EXAM! The thought of it made me nervous already! I failed… TWICE, unfortunately. I “gagal” AGAIN on the day before SPM result is released (check the calendar yourself lahhh). So, what should I do next? This is burning money, indirectly. SHYT!
The other EPIC FAIL chronicle…
Sitting in the examination hall, reading through at the question paper, telling myself… “OH, I read this! I can do this.” Feeling so confident, grab the blue pen and… “Let’s start!” But yet, after 15 minutes, I’m still in the same phase. BLANK SHEET OF PAPER. I’m damned.
So yeah.. I’m a retard. HAHA.. I’m serious. I have a memory of a PIG or SWINE! I studied but the information refuses to stay longer than a minute. I am disappointed, devastated and very exhausted. What to do now? So let’s just party and party and party…
HAHA… Do u really think I would do that?
NO! Of cos not, right?
Whenever I am about to fling the white flag, the image of my poor mommy will appear to me. I still remember clearly the advice she once told me. It brighten my life, gives me hopes.
“ITS ALL RIGHT TO BE SLOW OR STUPID, AS LONG AS YOU DOESN’T GIVE UP. DON’T BE LAZY, GIVE YOUR BEST. YOU WILL SUCCEED AND PEOPLE WILL RESPECT YOU.”
And here I am. I am NOT giving up. Think about the sacrifices my mother made, the pain that my step-dad had to go through, the energy my dad spent, and the hopes my families members put on me. How can I be so selfish to let them down?
Hey YOU! Remember, we don’t live for ourselves. We live for them, the people that meant the world to us.
Not proudest thing I did, I really regret joining the “makeover” by RIMMEL in our Uni. I looked really really really AWFUL. What’s worst? It was a bloody ONLINE CONTEST! You know the kind of contest where you have to get your friends to vote for you n “like” the page. Now it’s all over the net (you’re not going to find me though!). I made my friends not to vote for me and delete all the wall posts on Facebook. It is not fully my mistake as I have no idea that it is a contest! They just told me it is a “makeover”. Hey! Makeovers suppose to make u look pretty not a freaking BATMAN! OMGEEE! I’M A BATMAN!
That’s all for the EMO part (not so EMO after all, right? Right? Right?)
Let’s bring out the bright stories…
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I passed the assessment and now I am proud to label myself as an AIESECer! It is truly an eye opening experience. Learning is never a dull process in AIESEC. U learn, experience, have tons of fun, and widen your networks (like REALLY!). I met countless of motivated and ingenious youths from different institutions (There are a number of them from different part of the world). Still, being a part of AIESEC is pretty… competitive. People have to throw in much effort and build basic bonds to work their way up. It is something like the outside world but not so harsh and definitely more fun. I guess that’s what they say “no pain, no gain” gua. Oh yea… When you are an AIESECer, you will be trained automatically to be MENGADA..
Follow-up…
SPM. SPM. SPM. Officially over!
After all the hard times, I got 7 A’s. I’m not sure I should be happy or what. Its fine, I guess. Let’s put that matter behind. So mommy was proud of me, I think. Thank you, Lord, Jesus.We’re goooodddd kids :)
4 big letters… B R A T s! Not brats.
I wrote a letter “to the future me” and poof I got myself a spot in the BRATs workshop at Kota Bharu! I can never do it without a very motivated friend of mine’s encouragement (Ni hao, Amy). Not to forget, credibility to Uncle J who had a hell time correcting my essay. The 4 days workshop was remarkable as well as exhausting. Let the “first time”s sum it up…
For the first time in 17 ++ years…
1). . . I slept in front of a laptop, in a sitting position, on my friend’s bed. So technically I took over her bed. My roommate and team members are really kind people. They put the laptop aside and allow me to doze off (we were doing our projects).
2). . . I love breakfast! I miss the FOOD there, the hotel’s food though. The meals provided is oh-so-yummy, mouth- watering and all-you-can-eat! We lived in a “agak-cun” hotel that provides us “super-cun” food! I love THE STAR! I shall buy The Star every Wednesday to prove my sincerity. HAHA…
3) . . . I’m away from my family members that far and long. Out from my comfort zone.
4) . . . I understand more deeply about photography and video making. Not writing though. I STILL dislike writing.
5) (Don’t be surprise) For the first time in 17 or 18 years of my existence. . . I travel via an airplane! Hehe… I’m not messing around. I never take an aeroplane before. This is my first time and I took it all alone. It was scary in the beginning. I had to take a bus, LRT and a plane to make my way to Kelantan, so technically I travel myself, “bangga” “bangga”. I am an adventurer! HEHE… Once I have my license in my hand, we must go for a ROADTRIP!
Hehe.. did I mention I was on the newspaper? This time is bigger and clearer than the previous one (the EYE’s). “Bangga, bangga, bangga.” The few minutes of fame before turning into a “NASI LEMAK” wrapper.
“One day without Shoes.” We made it! We (Andrew, Yasmin, Marvin, Daniel, Amy, Joyce, Shane) walked around the whole day barefooted. “Bangga bangga”. Diandra, u PALAT! Aiyoyoyo… Daniel’s shoe is still in my car. I’m going to throw it into the lake soon, Daniel!
Btw, please join us in the “WHY BOTHER” event, formerly known as “HEY CHARLIE”, on the 5th May 2011. Check out Facebook for more details! It is for our ENG project. Your cooperation is highly appreciated. I hope the end result will make the world laugh till their backbones break!
Moo, Me, Bushy :P
Bushra (AIESEC’s exchange participant buddy from Pakistan) will love it! She’s really unique in some ways…
1) 1 meal a day is sufficient for her
2) She dislikes shopping
3) Great personality and stunning!
I really love u guys. Andrew, Diandra, Shiny Candy !
FICM! HEHE… My hairstyle is constantly changing. What’s next? Shane and Nikke said I should go for deeper hair colour like deep red. What do you think?
HOLY MAMA! I never blog for this long before! My head is getting a little heavy. Hey! So yea, sorry if confusion occurs while you were reading the texts. I am an amateur journalist. Really very “noob”. Pls bear in mind whatever I expressed here is only based on my point of view. I do not mean to offend or upset anyone. I love you? :)
