You take the sun along...

The last 2 days with you gave me a new perspective of life. You opened my eyes.
You made me run up to my mom and give her a big fat hug.
Look how impactful you are, Shine.
You must be an angel sent from above. I'm glad to have you in my life.
Keep shinning upon us :)

Jeepie Jeepie Doo ...

If I could sing you a song, i would sing you "A Thousand Years".

"Darling, don't be afraid I love you for a thousand years."

I really adore you. OHHHH, OUR "SISTERHOODDDD" ;)



Such a beautiful song. Not even Twilight could ruin it ! HAHA

Coke...

You never fail to impress us :)

Hey Chipmunk...

You got the weirdest name. Really, Shine Shawne? Pfttt... haha

Go get a better name in the another life ! And don't forget me, even though I don't mean a lot to you.

I will always remember you and your extraordinary squeaky voice. Will miss you, Shine.

and yea...

I LIED. I always think you're cute.

Happy now vainpot?

4 more days to Life...

Cas I no SUPERMAN, I hope you'll like me as I am :)

Finals tomorrow.
Too saturated to studyyy... GAHHH :(

Jenn's Somehow...

Somehow by Jenn (Andaro Production)

Disappointing ? We can do better next time :)

dream...

i am too shy to post it on FB... "Dream" 

Rest my case...

EMO ALERT

I never felt the need to express myself that much before. Shit happens. I am down. I lost the sense of belonging. Just when the year is about to end, oh great, can't we have a happy ending? I thought I found the right place. I'm wrong all this while. Maybe its just me. Yes, it's always me. One night, it made me realize that all this while I am walking alone, not with You. Come and think again, I do not have you all this long. Remember you say worrying that we will not get along? I guess you are right. We talk, laugh and do things together. Honestly, are you emotionally attached to me? as in friend la. You don't know how left out and hurt I feel. And most of the time, I'm jealous. I always wanted to tell you this but too embarrassed and ego to. And its stupid right? Oh well, its coming to the end. A part of me is happy. I don't know why. Whatever it is. I love you and will make sure you are not going to be "forever alone". Haha..

We will find a better group and look back at the group we have now like how we always look back at our previous group. What the... LOL. Group ohhhh group. Silly much?
Anywaysssss, the memories we ALL have will always remain inside us.
Friends are friends. We got our own goals to chase. I'm gonna walk through this and Lord, stay with me.

I really do love you guys, so damn much.



Y am I shooooo negative ?

Letter from God...

My Child,
You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up. 
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways. 
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. 
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image. 
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring. 
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived. 
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation. 
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book. 
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live. 
Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made. 
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb. 
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born. 
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented
by those who don't know me.
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love. 
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. 
1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child
and I am your Father. 
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could. 
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father. 
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand. 
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs. 
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. 
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love. 
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing. 
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you. 
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession. 
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul. 
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things. 
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find me. 
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you
the desires of your heart. 
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires. 
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine. 
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager. 
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you
in all your troubles. 
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted,
I am close to you. 
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart. 
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away
every tear from your eyes. 
Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you
even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed. 
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being. 
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you. 
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled. 
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression
of my love for you. 
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love. 
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus,
you receive me. 
1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you
from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party
heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father,
and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…

Will you be my child? 
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you. 
Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad Almighty God

http://fathersloveletter.com/

I love you, Father. :)

Talk to me...

Don't sink before you rise, baby.

Don't fade away.

Lovebagx2.com ...

My dear lucky readers,

go grab yours now !

mine is arriving soon :P

I'm bookmarking ...

Which song do you prefer the most?

i love all actually but gotta pick one for our music video assignment .

Oh ya, do you know, she did the openning for Jayesslee?
Look out ! She's gonna be famous one day !

For Fazlinlin...

Unwanted toilet rolls from our commercial.

Look, we are recycled it ;)


more pictures & videos coming soooonnnnnnnn ...

Books & Nerds...

Book invasion

Best candy ever !

My factory !

When to the Big Bad Wolf book sale with Andrew, Howie & Zhan. Damn its so CROWDED !

I bought two history books and a local fiction book. Yea, that's all :/

You see, I don't read much, so I don't really know which book to pick.

I am such a loser an unsuccessful person.

Tomorrow's to-do-list :
Shooting for assignment and attend "Stop Hunger Now" campaign. (I'm not sure if I can make it on time)
Exam, next week ? I JIA LAT liao.

But no worries, I got NERDS !

I'm gonna stuff myself with Nerds. I mean YOU ARE WHAT YOU EAT right? no?

Wang Fu Chan...

My inspiration and motivation, thank you ? ;)

I wonder if he knows...

By ShakethaM07

I wonder if he knows

That every time I think of him I get a tingly feeling from my head down to my toes.

I wonder if he knows

That I'm mesmerised by his conversation. 

His voice is the sweetest temptation.

I would give my right arm to be his without any hesitation.

I wonder if he knows

How much I simply adore him. 

How far my love goes from deep within. 

How I'm patiently waiting for our fairytale to begin

Oh how I wonder...

If he knows any of these things

How much he makes me want to just get up and sing

I think I'm in love

Does he know that I consider him to be sent from above?

I think God created him for no one but me.

I wish I could give him my eyes so these things he could see.

Does he know?

I wish he knew

So maybe he would tell me he felt the same way too.

I sit here with him on my mind and in due time i will tell

Until then...

I wonder if he knows ?

Berjaya Youth 2011...

Check out : Berjaya Youth - Top 10

Credits to Nikke baby

Chase down your passion like it's the last bus of the night.  -Terri Guillemets

How is she doing...

She's holidaying in Taiwan. I miss you ...

i'm gonna wait...

"Love isn't blind, it's retarded."  -Two and a Half Men

Toilet rolls...

Sir Shane - Cast 1

The editor and director 

She's so beautiful - Cast 2

thanks for helping out 

toilet papers, attack !

Filming for our assignment.
Special thanks to the Chai sisters, Sir Shane, Mr Eric and so on. 

Yes, it's tiring but I really love what I'm doing. ;)

I should be studying...

Will MIA for weeks. Don't miss me. I'm kidding, I know you guys won't. 

Wait, I don't even know if there's anyone reading this. Life is hard.

STUDYYYY !

New new Haircut...

New hairstyle !

Not only me, Andrew and Shane too. We look HOT-WEIRD ! hahaha

Letters to God...

If there's God,
Why there's such thing as cancer?
Why do people have to suffer?
Why injustice, discrimination is still happening everywhere?
Why do we feel down, lost...

I question a lot,
Dear Lord, where are you? Why are you being unfair? Why do I have to go through all this?

they say " because you're God's warrior."
I guess is like God choose you because he sees you overcoming the challenge.
He knows you can overcome the problem and you'll become a better child. You're special to Him.

Sometimes I wonder, can you hear me, Lord? They told me you're always in our hearts.
Are you still there? Even I'm far away from what a christian is? I don't know much about you Lord, Jesus. I don't go church every Sunday. I don't read the words from your Bible...  I'm sorry Lord.
I'm confused. I have a long way to go. Though I want to know you more, Lord, Jesus.

Officially "missing" you...

Its such a nice song but waddup with the mv ?
I don't get who's OFFICIALLY "missing" who.
Is it the 5 perverts or little miss slutty ?
and what's "missing" to them?
Gosh, I'm annoying right?
cas there's something missing in me...
...wait, what the heck!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH

DAMN, i'm missing you...

GAHHHHHHH !

skinny bitches with sexy legs...

Andrew & Kelvin

Eye catching colours !

thanks for going stock hunting with me...

you guys are really fun to shop with and strangely i enjoy getting lost in KL ! 

during our little adventure, we met the awesome-st taxi drive who charged us only RM 5 compare to those who asked for RM 20! How unethical. CHEESE !

anyways, life is great with those two skinny boys around .

ohhh ya, thanks for the Ramen !

if there's a second trip, i'll cook this time ;]

Paperdolls Blogshop officially open for business tomorrow 8PM. Stay tuned and bookmark us !

Its limited and pretty!

If you don't trust my taste at least trust the boys? After all we girls dress to impress them right?

*kening kening*

party in my tummy...

My mom is the best cook ever !

Black sesame cake, so yummy !

"Ohana means family - no one gets left behind, and no one is ever forgotten. " remember the quote?

Cousins and friends

My mom

 My mother, she is not an ordinary woman. Housewife by day, workaholic at night. When I say “workaholic” I am not indicating that she work because she enjoy it. I saw how tough her job is. I felt her rough palms against mine. I know how broken and exhausted she is, I am too. It hurts me to see her having a life like this. 1 day off every 2 weeks, work until midnight, stand beside the hot stove for 7 hours straight. She is going through all the pain just for me. Sometimes, I feel like a burden. If I were given a chance, I would want her to be self-centered. I want her to live her life free. I want her to share not only happiness but also her sorrow and hardships with me.

                        Like I always say, my main goal in life is to provide my mother a better life. I worked hard for it and I am still working on it. The first and the most important step is to do well in university. One thing I regretted is not having a good foundation in English language. Ever since I was young, I never enjoyed reading or writing. I would rather head to the field or start a wrestling fight with my brothers. Silly girl ! But its okay, I am not giving up. I am going to work hard for my grades. Even the world says “give up”, there will be hopes inside me to whisper “try it once more”, don't give up, for the woman who gave you life. I love you, mami ! :)

This is Die...

In ECONS class

Why do we pick Econs? Its tougher and gets me thinking like nuts. Sigh, Die !

where is Die?

Shane is so GLAM

Me, Drew, Isabella, Shane, the little glass slipper princess: Cinderella 

smile bitches ! oh spot Erica. She's hot !

B.I.T.C.H

life's good

Uni life rocks and is mostly because of u SAMPATs! (including you, Diandra!)

I hope we will get to start a production team soon :)

i got Fraped...

I'm not having a freaking open house with 200++ people !

A whole new level of frape by my beloved AIESECers !

AIESEC, MLYLT...

Thank you for introducing me to AIESEC, Amy.

A best friend i found in AIESEC (Can you see my first poster design?)

HIV awareness talk. Little boy Zee is so adorable !

My first intern buddy, Beautiful Bushra !

AIESECer and interns from all around the world

the always "work hard and play harder" YD-ians.

ATAN 2011

Commies. My mentors. 

Best Commies. I hope to PWN this award again ! HAHA

Fresh blood !

sorry, its so unorganized. 

AND NOW, my AIESEC journey will be even AWESOMER with these guys around...

Benji, Andrew, Kelvin

MLYLT ! HAHA... LLDS pictures, coming soon ;)

a belated "sugar cube"...

there is always someone out there who dislike you no matter how hard you try.

in the beginning i thought i could handle it. i tried to ignore it. i act all cool and strong but the truth is i felt really left out. the fact that my used-to-be-best friend is going against me really break my heart.

the thought of her disliking me for no certain reason hurts me.
maybe i really did something wrong but i don't have the courage to confront her.

however, things are different now.  i received a note during the LLDS (AIESEC Seminar) that had change my perspective. His message somehow makes me feel secure. The note he wrote for me totally melt my heart away. 

You gave me the best "sugar cube" ever! Thank you and sorry for giving you the 5 letters. "B.I.T.C.H."HAHA.

i can't say that i'm way stronger now. i can't promise you that even if the world go against me i will still be alright. there will still be times i break down. but at least i know, i am not alone, there will be you.

i pray that this friendship will always remain.
Sometimes i think this is all God's plan. He took several friends away to give me one true friend, an angel that i could count on. i thank God for that.  i thank God for you.

i know i hardly say this kind of cheesy stuff or show how much i love you. but i hope you'll know that when life is hard on you, there will be me right beside you.

FUNNEYYYYY !

Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend. 

we shall go UK and graduate together kay?  ;D