I'm old. Facts.

1) Eye bags and terrible complexion.

2) I hang out with older peeps, some twice my age!

3) I powder my nose twice a day.

4) I love bottomless drink. Aunty side of me.

5) I don't fancy burgers or fast food anymore.

6) Wake up at 6 or 7 or 8 am.

7) Workaholic. I work on weekends too!

8) Beer belly is showing.

9) I cannot "chill" in mamak or pubs for long.

10) The last time I went clubbing was 2 months ago.

11) I plan to have twins. 

Talking about twins.. Here are some of the pictures I took for today's shoot.. 

Ending this post with a picture of my amazing mentors who always pick on me.. 

Good nights. 

Love or Lust.

Relationships that purely based on love are usually from family and friends. You love them but you don't sleep with them. 

Relationships that based on lust.. It is like how some can have sex with a person without loving or even knowing his or her name. 

Are you disgusted with the idea? 

What if your partner loves you dearly but lust for someone else? 

"If he loves me he wouldn't cheat."

Really? Why don't you do him a favor.. And let him go?

Let him find the perfect relationship that based on both.. love and lust.

#randommidnightthoughts 

Visiting Lucid.

Spot me. A year plus ago, I was there.. visiting. Now, I'm interning with them. Who would ever thought of that? 

On the hook.

Walking around the mall, hoping that I'll bump into you again.. Just so I can show you how "okay" I am. Pathetic. What am I doing? 

The broken ones.

I look at him and I see myself. 

So fine but deep down its all fucked up. I see a part of me in him.

I want to save him and keep him warm. 

.. I thought I could.

Instead we both drowned and that's when I know I am not strong enough. 

It's was all a naive impulsive "heroic" act.. 

2013, I gave birth to a car.

Its 2013.

I got a new car.

I'm working part time while interning in an underdog advertising agency.

I'm stepping down from AIESEC soon.

I'm in a looooooonnnnggggggg distance relationship.

I got the freedom, time and a bit of monehhhh.. So, no excuse to not blog anymore.

Let's go on an adventure!

My punching bag...

Three more days.
Dear Lord, let it pass real slow.

Changkat...

Too hipster for me.
I still prefer the sexy mainstream clubbing songs.

Bad Man...

This week movie screening.. Bad Man.
Starring Charlie Sheen's father.. Martin Sheen.

A 1950s movie about a 15 years old who runaway with her serial killer boyfriend. Something like that.
My film lecturer picks the weirdest movie.

Doof bags in the screening room.. I sleep. Nanights !

Help! I'm an Addict...

Yes, me and my smooth baby face.
Oh yeah!

Sigh, Woman...

Emo alert.

I can't sleep and I woke up too early.
Sayang, you gotta stop coming into my dreams.
Looks like goodbye seem to be the hardest word..

The 3rd month...

It might be short but it had been the best 3 months.
I know I hardly say this but I really do love you.

What? House Number 20?!

Shane invited us (andrew, howee & I) to an event at his place last night..
An event by his client, someone we all don't know.
Basically we crashed into someone One Year Wedding Anniversary Party.
Awkward but I forgive him for all the good food you've prepared.

More is yet to come...

Almost 3 months have passed.
The best and also the worst 3 months of my life. Bittersweet.
I'm a better person now.
More updates soon, Andrew is coming to pick me up..
Something about good food at Shane's place.

My Blog is so Dead...

Undated by Charlie's new iPhone.

HEHE...

One Step Closer...

Hey guys,
Good great news, for me, not you,
I made it to the TOP 20 *Shuffle around with heels*
Going for a training camp next week. Excited.
I need to win this so badly !!!

Me Gusta Meme...

My dear friend, Kelvin, made me or my mom's restaurant a video. HAHA..

"I don't usually eat spicy food, so When i do, i eat delicious one!!" 

I'm going to die of diabetes !
Thank you so so much Kelvin Yee and also those who were so concerned.

I don't know what I did to deserve you awesome ppl  :')

Ikan Bakar...

Some of you might be wondering what the hell my mom do for living ?
A job from morning til late night ?
Here it is...
She cook good food for you people, especially the spicy food lovers !

Grill fish @ HoHoChak SS2 (previously known as Chow Yang).

Recently, okay maybe not-so-recently-anymore, she started a restaurant at Kota Damansara. It had been operating for almost 3 months.
http://mantagrillfish.blogspot.com/
Most of the food served are spicy and DAMN, she cook real good NASI LEMAK.

However, pathetic shit happens. I'll reveal to you in 2 - 3 months time? Or by then you've already known.
Sigh. She's back to zero, no, i mean negative.
Life's tough. We just have to deal with it !

The ADprentice...

Its 7 o'clock in the morning.
I just submitted my entry for the ADprentice competition.
Feel free to watch it. But you wouldn't understand it unless you watch the original videos.
The one I made is like a parody / response video.

The originals :

My silly submission :

Anyways,
Huge thank you to
ZHIHAN as MICHELLE DING
KELVIN YEE as KELVIN LONG
ANDREW as ZAC BALANG
Thank you ! Thank you !

YAWNNNNN...
Nanights !
OMG, eye bags, sore throat, kill me !

Hookay Alley...

COMMies & the 2 YDians (Sorry, I'm talking AIESEC)

AIESEC Communications Department's Mamak Session.

It was not as tough or awkward as I imagined it to be. I got to know the new members better and we had so much in common especially Shinyee & Neno. I found the secret to it. It is open up to them first and be yourself. Be genuine.
It was indeed a good night with tons of laughter and sick jokes, surprisingly.
Hope for the best. Let's be the best COMM team in AIESEC Malaysia ?

Shisha. Neno & Kay

Shinyee - they say she's the smaller version of me. HAHA.

Oh btw,
If you are so happen to be around Subang area. Do drop by "HOOKAH ALLEY", SS15, same role as Pappa rich, beside JS Cyber Cafe.
Their INDO MEE is the best in town, trust me.
Plus the price is super reasonable. There's shisha, and I love how loud the clubbing music is being played every night. I kinda miss clubbing.

Don't judge the book by its cover. Its effking delicious !

Fresh juice that size for only RM 3 !

Let's go HOOKAH. NOW !