I'm gonna print this out ...

my hubby Kevin. 

HAHA. 

Random Pictures...

Rheas !

Belly dance

Marvin Man's Bday 

Why Bother?

Hey Ah Piao ! 

XinYi's Bday

Andrew's Bday

Nhung, Vannie, Ghea Ghea Ghea !

cute me HAHA

Ali !

Park !

Hardworking ppl, YD-ians 

I look weird but not as bad as the bday kid, Andrew, mummified ! 

ATAN 2011

Farewell Ali 

Pyramid. Andrew's Bday. Yes he had like 3 bday parties. HAHA. Ppl just love him . So do I.

KL Shopping. That's Kelvin.

Friends from Christian Fellowship 

Isabel (the girl in the middle). Cindy's sister. So pretty !
HAHA do you notice that everyone is very down dressed?

AHHHH Retards ! i like.

i have no idea Cindy took this ! ermmm nice? HAHA

Traffic Lights Party 

Not well arranged. My bad.

Here's a clue : If you see me in short hair and without my signature mole, yea, that's recently .

Enjoy ;)

people around us...

Random pictures during Mr J.LO's class : Me & Die. She's so awesome but i am awesomer?

hi there!

first of all, sorry that i'm gone for awhile. ok. maybe not awhile, for a long time.

i'm busy with... erm.. life?

currently i am very caught up with my upcoming blogshop. its not open for business YET and i am already super excited about it!

right, what i'm going to write about today is cool/badass/aggressive people? ( your pick )

to many, cool ppl are bad ass ppl.

... and i really don't get it.

swearing and being so damn open about sexuality is not cool, well at least for me.

and and trying so hard to be bad ass like cursing or doing things you actually don't enjoy makes u look pathetic.

smoke, only when you enjoy it. (this concept don't apply to drugs)

date, only the person you truly love.

and curse, only when you mean it.

don't make your F word look so cheap.

what? what did u say? i am one of them?

fine. u got me. i tried to be "cool" but it doesn't work out as i tot.

i ended up having this dude coming up to me and said ... BEING SO AGGRESSIVE AND BAD ASS IS NOT COOL.

oh wait, not in front of me, its on Facebook. How cool is that? haha

but i sincerely, deep inside, i wanna thank this guy. (i hope u r reading this)

he didn't do what other ppl would usually do. . back stabbing.

i actually don't realize that i am "OVERLY AGGRESSIVE". i tot i am just.. "aggressive".

i know growing up with 2 boys is not an excuse for acting like a douche.

anyway, to my victims, i apologize for all the beat up and nonsense you been through.

i promise i won't do it again. well, only if u would STOP HARASSING & EMBARRASSING me. haha.. wait, no, i am serious ! no hahas!

ok ! its already,4 in da morning. i gotta go, nanights world !

i don't mean to offense anyone. truly sorry if i did.

have a wonderful life. love u all? ;D

Don't click it, if u don't love me...

http://dooodoodoll.tumblr.com/

... directly from the bottom of my heart ;)

there goes my randomness...

my mood decides everything ;D

Doctors...

Visited two doctors in a day...

One is an optometrists, the other one is the normal, normal doc.
I'm feeling good now !

I fall sick easily but i heal faster than usual.

I'm a superhero ;D

if i really die young...

yesterday was one of the darkest moment in my life...

i fell sick, my throat was burning, my head was spinning..

i got my eyes infected...

and worst of all....
my heart was broken. 

i am strong but i do cry.

at that moment, ihatemyself.

my mom came back from work, the first thing she did was giving me medicine and put the iced towel on my burning forehead and my swollen eye.

everything felt better.

later i thought to myself... "Aren't you tired of life,mom?"

that moment i realized,

even though no one likes me,

no matter how many disappointments i have to face..
my mom loves me and she'll be right next to me.
hating myself will only hurt her.

i don't belong to myself, i am part of my mom and God.

my mom been through too much.

i don't wanna be her burden, i'll try to be strong, just like her ;)

"Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother

She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors"